Day 3

Weight Lost: 7.6
Inches Lost: Measuring tomorrow

Post Script: Okay I lied. I measured today. Hey, I couldn't find the measuring tape and didn't want to make it up. I want to measure more often...I think I like inches more than pounds. Pounds I have to track daily, but inches make me happier and daily is too much for them.

So......

Inches Lost: 6.25

Back to Basic

Started over...big surprise there.  Let's just say Hell hath no fury like a mommy stressed.  So...I am going to give hcg a go again.  Still not at my all time high...but pretty dang close.

Weight Lost: 0
Inches Lost: 0

Back to the Beginning

My ten pounds are back and they brought a little friend with them.  That's okay.  I have been under so much stress, it's amazing that I don't weigh more. 

Do I have any idea what I'm doing?  Absolutely not.  Do I have any odds on my chances of success?  No not really.  My only goal is that I want my swimsuit to fit a little bit better while I am out getting second degree burns on the majority of my body.  Oh and I don't want to hear anyone else say, "Thar she blows."

I don't know why this is such a struggle for me.  And maybe it isn't any more of a struggle for me than it is for everyone else.  I know that I don't feel good....too bad that isn't enough of a motivator.  I like me, I think I'm fun...but for some reason I won't take care of me....at least not any more than the very basic of things.

Well, the adventure begins, yet again.  It's a good thing I believe in Mondays.

So Far...

Hmmmmm, maybe there is something to that whole eat less, exercise more thing.  4 lbs.  That's nice.  I don't want to get hyped because I can't afford the emotional roller coaster right now.  I need to just take things one day at a time.

Sticking to my do one good thing thing...huh?  Anyways, I did the ol' treadmill again yesterday AND mowed the lawn.  I have already been on the treadmill this morning, so today, my one good thing is going to be drinking more water.  That's good.  I just need to be near a bathroom.

Yeah...It's Tuesday

Yesterdays goal was to do one good thing for myself.  I did.  I walked on the treadmill.  YAY.  It was good to realize I actually could move again.  I think I might do it again.

I didn't weigh this morning, I never do on piano days.  When you get up at 6 to wake up two unwilling children to get to piano lessons...it doesn't really allow for something as simple as weighing.

But I am going to do one good thing for me today too.  One good thing.  I think I'm worth that.

I Don't Know If You Noticed...but....

I haven't got the faintest idea what I'm doing.  For such a know it all, I really suck at knowing it.

Today I am trying again.  And if you haven't picked up on the theme, I am totally a Monday person, which is why I always try and start everything on Monday.  I don't know what I am doing.  I don't think I ever have. 

Today, my focus is today.  I just want to make good health/food choices today.  Tomorrow isn't even a consideration.  So I am going to try and go and do daily posts again.  It's just the idea of return and report.  It's a good idea...I just need to follow through.  So one day at a time.

One good health choice today. Just one....

Oh, and yes I did gain back my favorite ten lbs...

It's Begun...Again

I'm trying to sort out my issues...with food.  And since EVERYTHING in  my life is tied to food, I suppose that means my life.  But now that one of my kids has been diagnosed with food allergies, it has completely messed things up.

So I am not weighing, I am not measuring.  I am making this about better choices, and feeling better.  Sheesh...we'll see how that goes.