I've Known This Moment Was Coming

So I'm back. Again. I don't know how anyone could be sick of me yet, because I hide my head in shame when I'm not eating like I should.

But I'm starting again. With Myfitnesspal.com. I am still doing hcg, but because of overall health issues, a bit modified. I know it will slow down my loss, but I think what I want from this right now is a jump start. I am hoping to do a 21 day course. My ultimate goal is 7 days. Pathetic, I know.

But here is why I am doing it this time.

1. I feel like crap.
2. It's getting hard to get up off the couch....that just makes me sad.
3. I saw a picture of a morbidly obese woman in an electric wheelchair going to McDonalds and realized that if I didn't get things under control, that was going to be me.
4. I had some procedures done on my face and I'm still swollen enough that I can see what I will look like in about 100 lbs....
5. I'm crabby...and yes, I realize that has to do with what I am eating and putting in my body.

If you want to join Myfitnesspal and be buddies....I'm wmorgan42000. Yeah I already have it set up so you can't see what I really weigh, just my progress. That's how I roll.

So here is to day 1.

It's Coming....Oh Crap.....

The new year is coming....that means I'm going to feel compelled to do something about myself. 

Oh crap.

We (yahoo, the hubby is joining me this time) aren't going to start on New Years Day, like 95% of the world thanks to a business trip, but in the next two weeks, we will be making a decision about what we are doing and how we are doing it.

Sometimes, being a planner, sucks.

Welcome to Crazy Town

I no longer have any idea what day it is.  The stress overtook me last week and I took a couple of days off.   Then I got back on.  Then I decided I should be able to eat on Sundays....that may not be a good idea.  I'm back on track, still down....gotta stay strong.

Total down: -13

Day 7

Yesterday: -.2
Total: -12.2
Total Inches: -11.25

Got a sunburn yesterday.  My entire body is out of whack.  Swollen hands, light headed....not good.  Going to try extra protein and lots of electrolytes and see if that does the trick.

Day 6

Yesterday: -1
Total: -12

Stress does do something to the desire to eat.  It sucks out loud that's for sure.

Day 5

Yesterday: -2.2
Total: -11
Inches Total: -7.25...man....exercise is building muscle....ahhhhh, in places I don't want it.

Day 4

Yesterdays loss: 1.2
Total: 8.8

No measuring today....every other day.  I did have a piece of lasagna last night.  Yeah, it was worth it.